Why the Bad Beard, Butch?

Over the last few days I have been asked more times than I can count, "what's up with your face?" Well, I haven't really told the real answer yet, I usually just say I ran out of razors. The truth is a little more personal, but since you asked here ya go... 

I have never been much of a private guy. I kind of feel as though feelings, both good and bad, were meant to be shared with others. And since National Enquirer and TMZ aren't waiting outside my door to tell the world about my life, I guess I will have to do it myself.

I am sure you are wondering how in the heck my beard could be related to my personal life... Well, to make a long story short, and not spill too many beans, a little over a month ago my kids went with their mother, and I haven't seen or talked to them since... I would truly give anything and everything in the world just for the chance to tell them one time I love them.

Anyways, I am kind of lazy when it comes to shaving, and it just so happens the day she took the kids, I happened to shave. Right then and there I decided that I would not touch a razor again until the day I saw my babies. The unfortunate part is, I grow facial hair that's spotty, blonde, and basically it looks like sh**. What it does is reminds me of that day, and to never give up. They say it's the little things that keep you going, well my beard is one of those things.

I am sure you are asking many questions... Why don't you call the cops, why don't you call her family, why don't you hire an attorney, how does someone just take your kids? Trust me, the situation is a crappy one, and I have done and hired everything and everyone I can to get this resolved.

It's hard because for the last 5 years my life has been as close to perfect as I can imagine it being for two simple reasons... Shai and Quinntyn, my best friends. It's also tough to know that the system does nothing to protect fathers in situations like this. If I would have done the same thing their mother did, I would have had cops on me faster than flies on you know what. Mother's have a special bond with their kids, and I get that, but I can speak for dad's and say without question, we do too, and something needs to change to make things more fair.

Now enough of my sob story, I will find my kids, be happy, and clean shaven again someday soon. But since we spend every afternoon together and we are all part of the Loudwire Family, I thought you had the right to know what was up with my face... Now you know.

Oh, and if you have wanted to grow a beard and the wife or girlfriend wouldn't let you, now you have a good reason. Feel free to join my beard adventure and so desire  Ladies, you are welcome too, and if you don't get enough of them up top, I know a few other places you can refrain from shaving... Just not sure I want to see.

Seriously though, thanks for the support, thanks for listening to my show and allowing me to do what I love on a daily basis, and for letting me vent every now and then.